Part of me regrets not kissing you too, but at the same time I know you had someone here and I don't want to take that away...especially if they end up coming back. And then there's our friends. I didn't quite understand everything that happened with Akira but it seemed a little...complicated?
[He already feels like he's imposing by being here. The feeling may take some time before it dissipates.]
Maybe the better question is, what would you like to do? I'm still new here and I don't want to cause you pain.
Most who are ported out never come back, and of those who do, most of them don't remember. I was very lucky. But I won't wait for him. If he could see me now, he would tell me to quit moping and move on.
This is selfish of me, but I don't know what I want. I have always craved your attention, but at this time, I can't give you all that you deserve.
I don't want to trap you before you're settled in.
And then there's goro. did you talk with him last night?
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Part of me regrets not kissing you too, but at the same time I know you had someone here and I don't want to take that away...especially if they end up coming back. And then there's our friends. I didn't quite understand everything that happened with Akira but it seemed a little...complicated?
[He already feels like he's imposing by being here. The feeling may take some time before it dissipates.]
Maybe the better question is, what would you like to do? I'm still new here and I don't want to cause you pain.
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This is selfish of me, but I don't know what I want. I have always craved your attention, but at this time, I can't give you all that you deserve.
I don't want to trap you before you're settled in.
And then there's goro. did you talk with him last night?
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[Ren would have done the same.]
We talked a little...it was...well I'm still trying to digest all of it.
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Did he tell you how the two of you were involved?
I would like to see you again soon. While not under the influence of that wretched punch.
Super late forever trying to figure out how much Ren knew
[Wait does he mean? ... nah .]
Of course. My place is open to you anytime you want to come over. I'm pretty sure you know where my apartment is.
<3
Romantically.
Likewise. I'm sure the rest of them would not mind.
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Huh. Maybe he didn't want to tell me just yet. I'll keep that in mind.
[Internally, however.]
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[ But it's hard not to think about, given what he texted Ren to fake being sorry for in the first place. ]
He is with Haru now. It may be a non-issue.
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You keep adding to it, you know.
[And yet...]
That happened when Akira left?
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[As much as he isn't sure how he feels about this entire situation, he does not want to make it worse by being there.]
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Yeah.
Thank you.
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I want you to feel comfortable here. Tell me if there is any way I can help.